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LaFleche  \nSaddle Road PressHilo,Hawai'isaddleroadpress.com  \nAll rights reserved.No part of this book may be reproducedor transmitted in any form or by any means without writtenpermission of the author.  \nBook design and cover photograph by Don Mitchell  \nISBN 978-1-7329521-2-6Library of Congress Control Number:2019942229  \nDedicated to  \nmy beloved husband,the late John Patrick Clobridgemy beloved daughter and son-in-law Céline and Jeremy Vienneaumy beloved grandsons Jackson and Zachary Vienneauand all families coping with neurological illnesses,especially ALS  \nCoNTENTS  \nCOME NOW,AND  \n9  \nTHE SCENT OF YOUR NAPE WAS AUTUMN  \nBECAUSE THE DEAD CANNOT TELL US WHAT IT's LIKE TO DIE 13BEFORE THE SICKNESS,WHEN14FEAR,THAT GOODHALLUCINOGEN15CoRN SENSORIUM16DREAM(I)17WEREMINISCE ABOUT OUR FIRST WINTER SOLSTICE18AFTER THE SICKNESS TAKES AWAY YOUR SENSE OF SMELL19ToDAY YOU TALK ABOUT FIRE20WEVISIT THE CEMETERY WHERE YOU MIGHT BE BURIED21PRAYER FOR DESPAIR23NoRTH INTO FIRE24IREFUSE TO READ THE DEATH WITH DIGNITYBROCHURE26QUIETLY27BECAUSE YOU LOVE THE DESERT,MAY YOUR DEATH28BLESSING FOR AN IMMINENT DEATH29AFTER30I cOULD PULL THAT SOUL FROM ITS RIVERSTILLLIFE33BECAUSE YOU LOVED THE OCEAN34AFTER THE MEMORIAL SERVICE,I POUR MYSELFA CUP OF TEA 35  \nANECDOTES I DIDN'T SHARE AT YOUR MEMORIAL SERVICE37WALKING INTO LIGHTNING39LAMENTATION FOR THE 99TH DAY WITHOUT YOU40PRAYER FOR THE NEWLYWED COUPLE WHO BOUGHTOUR HOUSE AFTER YOU DIED41PRAYER FOR WEEPING42DREAM(II)43THE STAGES OF LOSS44LAMENTATION FOR THE 199TH DAY WITHOUT YOU46NIGHT THUNDER BREAKING AGAINST ACANYONGREDO FOR THINGS THAT CRACK AND BREAK49IACCEPT51LAMENTATION FOR THE 299TH DAY WITHOUT MY HUSBAND52UNBEARABLE53BENEDICTION FOR THE 364TH UNMARRIED DAY54THE GRIEF EATER56IN MEMORY OF OUR THIRD DATE58PANTOUM FOR KISSING59BENEDICTION FOR THE LAST TIME WE KISSED60BLINDFOLD61NoTES AND ACKNOWLEDGMENTS63ABOUT THE AUTHOR65","cbCaiasfAqk8q9sI","https://ap.wps.com/l/cbCaiasfAqk8q9sI","pdf",2503113,76,"English","# COME NOW, AND\n# THE SCENT OF YOUR NAPE WAS AUTUMN\n# BECAUSE THE DEAD CANNOT TELL US WHAT IT'S LIKE TO DIE\n# BEFORE THE SICKNESS, WHEN FEAR, THAT GOOD\n# COIN SENSORIUM\n# DREAM (I)\n# WE REMINISCE ABOUT OUR FIRST WINTER SOLSTICE\n# AFTER THE SICKNESS TAKES AWAY YOUR SENSE OF SMELL\n# TODAY YOU TALK ABOUT FIRE\n# WE VISIT THE CEMETERY WHERE YOU MIGHT BE BURIED\n# PRAYER FOR DESPAIR\n# NORTH INTO FIRE\n# I REFUSE TO READ THE DEATH WITH DIGNITY\n# BROCHURE\n# QUIETLY\n# BECAUSE YOU LOVE THE DESERT, MAY YOUR DEATH\n# BLESSING FOR AN IMMINENT DEATH\n# AFTER\n# I COULD PULL THAT SOUL FROM ITS RIVER\n# STILL LIFE\n# BECAUSE YOU LOVED THE OCEAN\n# AFTER THE MEMORIAL SERVICE, I POUR MYSELF A CUP OF TEA\n# ANECDOTES I DIDN'T SHARE AT YOUR MEMORIAL SERVICE\n# WALKING INTO LIGHTNING\n# LAMENTATION FOR THE 99TH DAY WITHOUT YOU\n# PRAYER FOR THE NEWLYWED COUPLE WHO BOUGHT OUR HOUSE AFTER YOU DIED\n# PRAYER FOR WEEPING\n# DREAM (II)\n# THE STAGES OF LOSS\n# LAMENTATION FOR THE 199TH DAY WITHOUT YOU\n# NIGHT 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