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\nR E B E C C A CLOS E  \nThe Pain of Yesterday Copyright ◎2018 by Rebecca Close.  \nAll rights reserved.Printed in the United States of America.No part ofthis book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever withoutwritten permission except in the case of brief quotations em-bodied incritical articles or reviews.  \nFor publishing information contact;address www.sodaanmedia.com  \nBook and Cover design by SODAAN PUBLISHING  \nISBN-13:978-1718921108  \nISBN-10:1718921101  \nFirst Edition:May 2018  \n10987654321  \nCONTENTS  \nChapter 1: The Early Years…………………………………  \nChapter 2: Traversing Adolescence…7  \nChapter 3:Transition to Adulting……………15  \nChapter 4:That Was Then,This Is Now..23  \nTo The Reader ………………………………………………………………………………27  \nAcknowledgments ……………………………………………………………29  \nAbout the Author…………………………………………………………………31  \nREBECCA CLOSE  \n# The Early Years\n\nhis is my story.I was born in Newport News,VA onOctober 13,1979 at 7:11pm.I lived with my Mom andDad for 8 months then I went to move in with myGrandmother.I did not have any good memories of my fathergrowing up.My father left me when I was one years old.What my mom told me was that he was a very abusive man.My father would hit my mother with frying pans from what Iwas told.He would also abuse me when I was a baby.Mymom told me he would shake me and cut my fingernails tillthey bled.I also remember my mom telling me that my fatherwould lock me up in my room where my mother could notsee me.While he was locked in the room with me he wouldbe molesting me.My Grandmother found out about all thisand she put a stop to it.My grandmother came and pickedme up to live with her.My mom still tried to make themarriage work,but it did not last long after that.They got adivorce when I was one year's old.After she got the divorceshe came to live with me at my grandmother's house which isher mother.When I was five years old,we moved too Pungo,Va which is a little country area outside of Va.Beach,VA.We  \nmoved into a farmhouse.We had horses,dogs,cats,chickens,geese,a cow,and a Billie goat.I used to love to be outsidewith the animals especially the horses.I recall a time when Iwas walking with the dogs and followed them out into thisbig cornfield we had,and I got lost.My family was out theresearching for me all day to find me.They eventually foundme.We also use to have a lot of parties.I used to have fun atthese parties.I would dance and be the center of attentionwhile the adults were laughing and drinking.Sometimes thedrinking would get out of hand and there would be fightsthat would break out.I recall a time my grandad was drunkand almost hit his brother because of something stupid.I alsorecalled a time where my grandma was drunk and almost hitmy mom in the middle of the night and me and my sisterwhich was a baby at the time was crying.Mom told us wewere going to move away from here.When I was 6 years old,we had a new addition to the family and it was my sister.Iwas always happy to hold her when she was a baby.Then Istarted to get jealous of her because she was always gettingall the attention.When we had family friends over everyweekend to play poker.They would all hold her and paymore attention to her than they did me.There was thisteenage girl that would come with her parents when theywould play poker.She would come hang out with me in myroom.We would watch movies and play together.Currently,Iwas like only six years old and she was 14.  \nOne day we were watching Dirty Dancing which is my all-time favorite movie and she was starting to do things to melike fondling my breasts and would reach down to my privatearea.I didn't really know what was happening.I eventuallywent and told my grandmother,but she of course did notbelieve me.No one believed me.I was holding all this inside.Iwas angry because my sister was getting all the att","cbCaionTqtwFSm9k","https://ap.wps.com/l/cbCaionTqtwFSm9k","pdf",2315530,"English","# The Early Years\n## Contents\n## Chapter 1: The Early 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