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spirit.Devoured it and conquered it,now I'm just shit,growing mushroom clouds.  \nYou wear your philosophy like a feathered boa.  \nYou say things like,“Oh I hope he notices my dharma”Please,  \ntell me more about the tapestry you bought.  \nTell me more about the great golden Buddha statue  \n“It's made of real shiny rocks from under the ground!”I see myself as a honey bee,  \nyou're a vengeful hornet,stinging me forwalking too close to the sun-  \nflower beds(Most lilies are hardly lilies at all).  \nYou're calling manatees(red headed)mermaids,and I'm adrunk  \nsailor praying to a bottle,at least I can touchmy God.  \nPolly,like polyamorous  \nThe porch swing was new.It was empty.The leather  \nstrapped chairs were old.They were filled.With us and theweight of who was not there.The cups held coffee.Theywere not my cups.They were not your cups.You told meyou had been thinking about what it means to be honest andif it mattered,and who it mattered to.You told me not to beangry.You told 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 \nYou say:\"we're all just clawing our way  \ntowards enlightenment,  \none lifetime at a time.\"  \nAnd if I could just believe that long enough to stopcaring about what happens with me","cbCaiol3zQI8rL1R","https://ap.wps.com/l/cbCaiol3zQI8rL1R","pdf",1918300,76,"English","# Research and Loss\n## Buying Psychic Abilities, Enlightenment, and Government Conspiracies\n## Lemurians, Atlantians, Martians, and Why I Hate Anubis","[{\"question\":\"What central themes does the text explore?\",\"answer\":\"It explores co-dependency, emotional loss, and the tension between spiritual claims and personal betrayal.\"},{\"question\":\"How does the text treat ideas of enlightenment and psychic abilities?\",\"answer\":\"It frames them as entangled with manipulation and self-deception, questioning whether enlightenment is real or used to control others.\"},{\"question\":\"What role do mythic or symbolic references play?\",\"answer\":\"Mythic and symbolic references (e.g., Atlantis/Lemuria and other 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