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Panic Peekaboo\n\nBy  \nBryce Cameron &Kenneth Jackson  \nCover Art by Kesiah Manival  \nThank you to Kesiah Manival for the amazing cover art.  \nI want to thank my best friend Illissa for being my number onesupporter and the reason that I have the confidence to dream big.Herunrelenting support breathes creative life into me.I also want to thankSarah for being the first person to purchase my first publication.I willalways cherish that.Also Mema and Nana for always being my rocksand encouraging my pursuits.  \nI want to thank the people who have stuck around this long to see mereach this point.I want to thank any English or Performance teacherthat provided me the outlet to express myself in whatever capacity thatwas.Finally,I want to thank Bryce Cameron for the unforgettableopportunity to achieve my dream.  \n'I don't get involved in drama,I just write books.'-Anonymus  \n# Introduction\n\nI write this as both a disclaimer and a forward.Lets jump into it.  \nWhile the people who stories are told are real,I don't write thisout of malice or anger.Being through and seeing what I have seen hasdriven me to want to tell my story.I don't want to tell other people'sstories because other people have seen it firsthand.But for mepersonally I feel like I have lived as disconnected chapters of a badyoung adult fiction book.  \nl am writing this to connect the pieces into one somewhatcohesive timeline and story.I am writing about these people to displaythe effect I had on them just as much the effect they had  \non me.People have met me and left me at different stages of my life.They know me for the time and then leave me behind as they moveforward.So,this collection is my solution.  \nI contributed to this collection because I was tired of bottling upmy stories.I have been for the most part alone over the last months withno real coping mechanism than myself.So rather than letting myselfhate fester itself into regressing backwards.I am laying it all on the table,take it or leave it.This release is my own release.It is a chance to putthe past behind me and charge forward clear minded.  \nThis is my confessional of mistakes and triumphs.This is mecoming face to face with my biggest enemy of the past seven years.Never really getting ahead,not until now.I am facing my enemy head onand not backing down till I back in control.Not the panic or anxiety that Ihave fucked up another relationship or friendship,but the real me.  \nI will face my own worst enemy.Myself.Now you have front rowseats to the cage match.  \nI hope when you finish you understand the choices that each andevery one of us have to make every day.Do we succumb to our fears,ordo we charge forward never letting our past catch us again.  \n11.4.97  \nI hate when the sun goes down.It reminds me of my father.  \nMomma begged and begged for him to stay.I guess he couldn't bother.  \nI often wonder where he went.I think about his life.  \nDid he run off and join the army men?Did I find a new son and 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