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Under the pressure of cystic fibrosis and an ambulance response, he reflects on life, mortality, and the discipline that usually carries him through early Sunday runs. The scene transitions from private fear to the clinical uncertainty of doctors weighing years of records, setting an urgent, candid tone.","Thank you for downloading this Simon & Schuster ebook.  \nJoin our mailing list to get updates on new releases, deals, recommended reads, and  \nmore from Simon & Schuster.  \nCLICK HERE TO SIGN UP  \nAlready a subscriber? Provide your email again so we can register this ebook and send you more of what you like to read. You will continue to receive exclusive offers in  \nyour inbox.  \n[OceanofPDF.com](OceanofPDF.com)  \n[OceanofPDF.com](OceanofPDF.com)  \nTo my wife and my family, you are my why. I couldn’t do life without you, nor would I want to.  \n[OceanofPDF.com](OceanofPDF.com)  \n‘He who has a why to live for, can bear almost any how.’  \n–Friedrich Nietzsche  \n[OceanofPDF.com](OceanofPDF.com)  \nPROLOGUE: BLESSED WITH  \nBLEEDING LUNGS  \nI was staring at the ceiling of a hospital emergency room. The obnoxious, unrelenting sounds of medical machinery jolted me back into reality like a defibrillator waking a sleeping heart.  \nI’d spent the best part of an hour questioning how on earth I had found myself lying in yet another hospital bed with a plastic name tag on my wrist and some form of intravenous liquid coursing through the cannula wedged deep into my veins. Dried blood stained my chest, my lungs ached, and the paper-like bed sheets were doing little to warm my cold and broken body.  \nPatients lay to the le֕ and right of me. Some of them looked and sounded like they wouldn’t see life on the outside again. 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